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Name: Molly
Country: United States
Metro: Chicago
Gender: Female


Interests: I like swimming. I like improv. I like photographs. I like music. I like water polo, kinda. I like speech. I like to laugh. I most like making other people laugh.
Expertise: swimming, improv is fun. I don't really have an actual expertise, except sleeping, because well, I've been doing it all my life.
Occupation: Retired
Industry: Textiles


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AIM: Lts me Molly


Member Since: 6/24/2004

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Sunday, February 08, 2009

I'm 19 and I know nothing. I do not know how to handle the situations that are coming my way. I apparently don't understand people as much as I thought because I don't see what's really there. I try and see everyone's good side but I'm not so good at seeing the bad side. The manipulating, lying, side of people that I sometimes face but always ignore. I don't have the experience to know what I am supposed to do and that makes complete sense. But then even when I do have some experience under my belt I still feel like I will have no idea what I am doing. I mean how can someone possibly know the right thing to do in a situation they've never come to before. Not necessarily the right thing but how do they even know what the wrong choice is?

I have come to the conclusion that I do not have the answers or any answer for that matter. I know how to do things according to me and am not good at taking the way other people handle things into account. I am too young and too inexperienced and too person (because frankly, I think all people are just winging it) to know what the right thing to do is.


Tuesday, October 07, 2008

After taking a visit home. I realized how much I would like to be home. I knew this would happen. But seeing everyone you love and sitting there just spending your time with them makes you think that leaving that behind is a ridiculous idea. It is just that you come to a place where people don't know you like they do back home. Things get confusing and complicated and they don't get better. Things just keep adding on. Don't get me wrong. College is fun. I just wish things were different. And I was back at a park playing cherry cherry with people who truly understood how much I love cherry cherry.


Sunday, May 04, 2008

So I was sitting at my computer when I looked at someone's facebook status (I am super cool) and it said 6 days. I have only 6 days left of high school. When I read this I was shocked at first and then I was sad. But I was accepting of it. I was shocked because everything seems so surreal. It seemed like I would be in high school with the same people forever but that just isn't realistic. I am going to miss a lot of people. And as much as I can pretend I will try to see some of them after high school, I know that I won't. It's jsut that so many of our lives will be gonig in different directions and it is inevitable that I just won't see some people ever again after May 22nd. But I am very grateful that I enjoyed high school as much as I did. All the people I have met in these 4 years have had either a small or large impact on who I am today. I'm just going to miss seeing everyone's faces and talking to them and just being in Richards wanting to go home but not wanting to leave at the same time. But for lack of better meaningful quote it's been fun.


Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Salute to Chewbacca

So today we had to put our family's dog, Chewbacca a.k.a. Chewy, to sleep. While it may seem sad, and it is, watching him these past days was not an easy thing to do. He just looked so miserable and he seemed to not have control over his actions anymore. But I would just like to say all the good things about him and how he has brought me joy throughout the past 9 years of life.

When we first got Chewy I was in the third grade. My grandpa had come over and was sitting at the kitchen table with his jacket on. Once my brother and I were both home he opened up his jacket and out popped a little puppy. Chewbacca seemed fitting to call him since he was very furry and not known to us, he would go through a chewing phase later in his life where calling him Chewy was also fitting.

He was super fun to play with and was a little fur ball most of the time. He would always jump around people's feet and would always jump on anyone. This was most apparent when my grandparents would come over and Chewy would just not stop bothering them. It was kind of humorous watching him jump all over my Grandma while she tried to call him down.

He loved bread. More than anyone or any pet or any being I know. Sometimes he would refuse to eat his dog food just so we would give him bread. He also had an extreme love for pizza. He almost bit my mom's hand off once because he couldn't wait for the pizza to leave her hand before he sucked it down.

Chewy also loved to play. We would sit on my mom's bed and just throw Chewy between us and he would make loud gargoling noises and attack us like he was a big lion. We would be forced to play until chewy got tired because he would not let us stop. And then we would play hide and seek with him. I would hide in my mom's closet and then my mom would say 'Where's Molly?' and he would run around the room trying to find me. Oh also my mom's bed is quite high off of the ground. Chewy was quite the small dog. So sometimes he would attempt to jump on the bed and then just fall down. Sometimes there would be laundry or boxes in his way, so he would jump up, slip on the boxes, fall down and bring everything with him as well. And whenever he got a haircut which was few and far between, he would spend at least two days recovering on my mom's bed. But it was always nice because then you could pet him all you wanted and he wouldn't mind at all.

He sure did hate getting his hair cut. And most of the time I would feel bad whenever he would get to that gross hair state. But then he would get his hair cut and a week's worth of it growing in he was just the cutest dog.

He was such a strange dog but I loved him. And while there are plenty of more memories and great things about him, I will just leave it saying that he is in a better place where he can eat bread and lick himself all he wants now.


Monday, April 14, 2008

I just want to run away to a giant open field away from everyone and everything and just lie on the ground staring at the sky.



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